Valshe - Kimi E No Uso ( Lie to you ) [lyrics]

Ato dore kurai kono mama de ii?
Kidzukanai FURI wo shita
Itsuka kowarete shimau mono nara
Sore mo hitotsu no kekka to

Boku wa boku no mama irareru darou ka
Kimi dake ga inai sekai de

Ima kara uso wo tsuku yo
Tatta ichido no kimi he no uso
"Matte inakute ii yo"
Kokoro ni mo nai yasashiku mo nai
Wakatteru no ni

Kono kanashimi to mukiau koto wa
Dare no tame ni mo naranai
Isso nikunde shimaeta no nara
Sukuwareteita no ka na

Shinjitsu mi no nai uta ga mune wo uchi
Namida nagashite iru dake

Ima kara kako ni suru yo
Kimi ga negatta sono toori ni
"Matte inakute ii yo"
Mou modoranai dokonimo inai
Wakatteru kara

Jibun nante inakunatte mo daijoubu darou tte
Marude nanimo nakatta youni
Kuchiguse no youni itte kita kedo egao kuzusanakereba
Manzoku shite kureru

Nanika wo kakusu youni kabai tsuzukute ikiru koto de
Mamotte shoutai mo minukenakatta
Fureru koto mo kanawanai

Saisho de saigo no seiippai no kimi he no uso
"Boku wa hitorikiri demo daijoubu da yo"
Kokoro ni mo nai wakare no kotoba... 

Translation : 

How much longer can I go on like this?
I pretended I didn’t notice.
If this is something I’m bound to break,
Then that’s just another consequence.

Will I be able to be myself
In a world where you’re the only one who isn’t there?

I’ll tell a lie now–
This is my one and only lie to you.
“You don’t have to wait for me.”
Even though I know it’s unkind and it’s not what’s in my heart…

Facing this sadness
Won’t help anyone.
If I were able to hate you completely,
Maybe that would’ve saved me.

A song without a shred of truth to it hits my heart,
And I’m just crying these tears.

I’ll put this behind me now,
Just like you hoped I would.
“You don’t have to wait for me.”
Because I know there’s no going back,
And you’re nowhere to be found.

Just out of habit, I said,
“You’ll be fine even if I’m gone,”
But would you be satisfied
If I keep on smiling like nothing’s wrong?

In living my life by covering up for myself to hide something,
I couldn’t see past my own weakness I’d protected.
I won’t even be granted the chance to touch it.

This is my one and only lie to you.
“I’ll be fine on my own.”
These words of farewell that I don’t mean in my heart…